WHACK

:(

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 00:57:22 GMT

add.
gwarosaurus
or this will happen to you.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 05:14:06 GMT

who wants to go to the zoo for valentine's day?

gwarosaurus

just add it already

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 07:08:44 GMT

gwarosaurus

i'm killing this journal soon

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 07:15:53 GMT

gwarosaurus
add it or suck at life.

things i have realized while sitting around tonight.

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 06:42:22 GMT

-the pontiac solstice is the most evil looking car i have ever seen.
-i'm going to talk to my school advisor about finacial aid and the fact that -this is happening unnerves me.
-i am getting the lump above my eye removed on february tenth and the thought of a knife scraping at the bone by my eye freaks me the fuck out.
-that, although i love my boss, she can act like she is in high school sometimes.
-i have never once dated or been interested in someone my own age.
-doing your hair in curls right before falling asleep on the couch is a big fat waste of time.
-i have all these hopes and expectations of moving out in a couple months and i have nowhere to go.
-i watch the x-files faaaar too often.
-it's either lunesta or energy drinks, which is worse...
-i'm a really ugly person when not medicated.
-and i miss people paying me surprise visits at my house :(

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 05:37:50 GMT

who wants to see tristan and isolde after it comes out?
and who still needs to add my old journal gwarosaurus

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:30:37 GMT

i miss this shit.
gwarosaurus
i'm bringing it back as of right now.
so add it unless you want to miss out on becca crazies.

i think too much.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 07:53:43 GMT

these have been running through my head all day.

"Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the Kingdom of God." Luke 18:16

"Love is watching someone die." Death Cab

[i must have a heart of freaking gold.]

i miss him a whole fucking lot.

although i'm happy, i don't feel whole.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 03:02:04 GMT

white tanks last night.
i had to wash my hair twice to get the fire smell out.
it was cool to see a lot of the guys again.
and it's great how i act as the drunk people do when i'm completely sober.
but moping ex boyfreinds kind of suck.
i'm all around happy right now.
that may be partly due to jonny joyce and chipotle though :)

so basically

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:44:33 GMT

i miss being able to kiss someone on the nose.
but i'm am sooo happy right now that it's creepy.
i'm thinking my night will consist of napping, cleaning out my insane car, and taking a lovely bath.
and i'll probably eat a whole lot too.
oh and all of a sudden i am out of money again. cute.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 02:26:36 GMT

kiss my dogs or nicole...hmm my options are looking grim.
i just took the most amazing shower ever.
this year was insane.
it was really good and then not so much.
i'm starting off this next year with a positive attitude.
you know, because i need the year to change to transform my lifestyle :P
oh and i am DEFINATELY not dating any more retarded boys.
i've had my fill on those for a while thanks.

i have serious roots going on.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 06:27:47 GMT

last night i met a cute cat.
i named him baxter and he loved me.
today jimmy freaking wells took me out to dinner to make up for shooting me in the back with a pellet.
nicole invited me over to her boyfriend's for new years.
we'll see on that one. a bunch of drunk people kissing at midnight as i stand there alone.
aside from being ridiculously tired, i am in an amazing mood.
thank you mr. happiness for paying me a visit.

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 08:19:07 GMT

i don't want to be single right now.
i'm cold and tired and want to cuddle.
work 10 hours shifts on 4 hours of sleep sucks.
especially when you start your period and have satanic cramps.

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 08:31:42 GMT

i stopped being scrooge just in time for christmas.
i have the cutest baby cousins ever.
and i got some of my friends really adorable gifts that they still need to receive.
i need to get a new job that pays more.
i'm really happy and i want to go around blowing kisses to everyone i see.
pictures of christmas will come when i get my own computer back.
i definately have to wake up for work in 6 hours and counting.
p.s. jon, you better take me to zoolights or you will miss out on great adventures :P

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:02:01 GMT

so after the shortest relationship ever, i am know single again.
merry christmas everyone :P

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 23:07:01 GMT

i'm pretty sure today i'm pretty damn hickish.
i make a darn cute cowgirl though.
i'm also pretty sure that i'm done sitting here waiting for jimmy to come over.
that means i am going out, but who knows where.
when did i get so impatient; i used to wait around for days for someone to hang out with me.
now i can't even wait a couple hours without getting pissed off.
i'm just not the waiting around kind of gal i guess :)

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 04:50:24 GMT

i love house :)
and the fact that i spent 5 hours in a tattoo shop today.
pretty sure i want to make lunch for those boys every day of my life.
also pretty sure that i miss a lot of you right now.
sushi in tempe tomorrow with jimmy and his sister, plus her boyfriend; ee i'm super excited :)

i'm sooo horrible!

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 05:27:40 GMT

so tonight jimmy and i are standing outside my house.
and it's pretty freaking cold outside right.
well we're both in flip flops and i say "my feet are freezing right now."
then i turn to him and say "aren't your feet really cold?"
he looks at me with a straight face and says "i wouldn't know, i can't feel them."
then leans over and touches them with his hand, "yeah they're pretty cold i guess."
what a ditz becca. he just laughed though. i felt sooo bad. i can't imagine not being able to feel my feet. :(

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 20:58:42 GMT

i keep getting sick everytime i eat food.

but i don't care because i went and saw just friends with jimmy last night :).
the movie was almost as adorable as he was.
we sat around and talked while drinking coffee for like 2 hours before the movie started.
so yeah, i have a huuuge crush on a handicap :P
or he should be, well he was. and i'm pretty sure that makes him 20 times more freakin awesome.

i'm also pretty sure i need to clean and do laundry right now, but it's cold and my stomach hurts.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:28:09 GMT

i met a cute boy last night.
and he asked me out on a date.
now let's just see if he actually calls today.

i ran out of gas today and had to walk to the gas staion.
but people were nice and gave me a ride back. :)
i am in such a good mood.
and my hair looks really cute today.
so i better go out soon.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 22:28:44 GMT

there will be thanksgiving pictures after my mom emails them to me.
new phone today? it's seeming quite possible.
i want to go out tonight. i might go out with my coworker, heather :)

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:58:58 GMT

i got a christmas card from beth yesterday! :)

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 06:00:57 GMT

i am going to cosmetology school.
i am working at a salon for a few months.
and i am moving to another state.
most likely california, possibly new york.
who's coming with me...
you have a year to save up.
and i'm a sweet ass roomate.

p.s. i will fall in love with the first person who can sing the male part for "baby it's cold outside" with me.

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 05:54:13 GMT

so my dad has not said one nice thing to me in 5+ days which pretty much sucks.
oh hey he just added to the list of being mean mid sentence.
he even rolled his eyes. shouldn't he have gotten past that phase, oh say, 30 years ago.
it's pretty sweet. defintaley not spending thanksgiving with him.
sooo who wants to come pick me up from work friday please please please.
my dad won't let me drive his car on friday so i need a ride home :(
aaand who will come hang out with me tomorrow while or after i get my hair colored?
i'll be super cute and you totally want to see it. uh huh. sure.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 04:24:50 GMT

you know when a guy pretends to be gay to avoid hanging out with you that you're pretty damn unattractive.
thanks jonny. you rock my world <3 hahah

p.s. my dad car handles like a dream and i don't want my back now.